I passed all my SOLs! Fuck yeah. Now just have to pass my finals and I’m set for the summer… It couldn’t come any faster. Although the summer is amazing and relaxing, it also passes in the blink of an eye. The anticipation for the final bell seems to last longer than our two and a half months of freedom. After this summer I’ll be a senior, completing my last year of high school. I know that right now I would kill to finish high school tomorrow, but in the back of my mind I know that when June rolls around next year, I’ll be scared and conflicted. I’ll also be relieved, but also reminiscent. It’ll be the biggest step that I’ll have taken in my life (so far) and that amount of change, although really fun, terrifies me. I’ll wish high school could go on forever. Nevertheless, hopefully I’ll be able to go to a college where I can make some new friends and such. Another thing that scares me is that when we’ve left high school, all of my friends will be split into different directions, and it’ll be just like starting over in middle school again, going to a new school with no one I knew. That’s changed me for the better, though. I’m more gregarious, but not overbearingly. I know that when I go to college I’ll be able to make all those kinds of friends again. I don’t know why I just went on this tangent of a post, but I did. So deal with it.
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Why can’t anything ever go my way?
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If you hate me, let me know
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I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby
I’ve had two SOLs the past two days. One was geometry, the other was chemistry. I think I did fine on both. I definitely did better on the geometry one, though. I’m anxious to get my scores. I’m so stressed out that my face has started to pay the price for it. Just my luck. At least acne doesn’t make you stupid.
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